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The original was posted on /r/tifu by /u/CryLoose5109 on 2024-10-21 20:29:52+00:00.
I 19f have a crush on my 25m co-worker and I don't know him well but we do have short little interactions. I have no idea why I like him so much, I have these such intense feelings for him for a year already and found myself in limerance over him. For the past year, ever since we started following each other on insta and liking my insta stories, I couldn't help but everday lurk through his Instagram followings and his LinkedIn account every once in a while.
Two days ago, I was playing my music at work but got bored of it, so I asked my crush for a song recommendation and he typed on my Spotify search bar his favorite song. However, it started with the first letter of his initial. I didn't think anything of it until I got home and re typed in that same song again. And when I typed the first letter of his initial, not only did his first name came up right up first but his full name came up multiple times from when I was trying to find out if he had spotify last week so I could check out his Spotify playlist. I'm not sure if he even has Spotify so the fact that his full name came up in my Spotify search bar is wild. After that incident, he just handed back my phone didn't say anything, just continued with his task then said bye, and left since his shift was over. I'm not sure if he did see his name appearing on my Spotify since it was the first thing that appeared and if I'm overthinking it, but it's two days later and I'm horrified right now and have no idea how to cope because that was so creepy and woke me up to a reality check to stop lurking him on social media. I'm now terrified to go back to work and don't ever want to face him again.
TL;DR: I asked my work crush for a song recommendation and allowed him to look up his fav song on my Spotify, however, the song started with the first initial of his name and the first thing that appeared was his full name multiple times. Now he knows that I've been lurking him on social media and I'm horrified to go back to work and see him.