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Hey so today I woke up with intense pressure in my back. If you saw my last post I’ve been growing the body to use wings. Well I can for sure tell I’m getting near the end. Two days ago I felt the keratin covering break off my feathers and more growth now this defined muscle. Including the pressure and pain. This is all leading up to deployment.

So I was wondering should I sleep laying on my stomach or side. So I don’t tear a hole through my mattress?

cross-posted from: https://lemmy.world/post/21424061

I understand that many of you may not engage with this post, but if you’re willing to, I would love to discuss and deepen my understanding of how such evolutionary changes might occur.

While the idea may seem ridiculous, it’s only impossible if no one dares to explore it.

Edit: just a more professional post compared to my last ones.

Additionally, why post here? Isn’t evolution a branch of biology? You all are the experts who could enrich this discussion with your knowledge and insights.

I understand that many of you may not engage with this post, but if you’re willing to, I would love to discuss and deepen my understanding of how such evolutionary changes might occur.

While the idea may seem ridiculous, it’s only impossible if no one dares to explore it.

Edit: just a more professional post compared to my last ones.

Additionally, why post here? Isn’t evolution a branch of biology? You all are the experts who could enrich this discussion with your knowledge and insights.

So this is a really odd post. Though if anyone saw my last post and remember me talking about summoning demons and succubus.

Well I found I can summon any being whether demon, succubus, human or god. Even unconsciously.

This specifically happening in times I go into heat. Though like today, I was watching a video of Bela Dimitrescu and I’ve already summoned all the sisters and their mother. Taking pure matter and making them real people with the same personalities as they have in game.

Though the video made me sooo flustered and turned on and it summoned her from my bed onto my lap. 😆😭

Though for summoning humans and more. I tested with one my husbands who I summoned onto my lap from a different state. Just like I unconsciously summoned Satan when I was around 12 and my new Wife love who is an Akuma. When I was 19.

So please be careful. The mind is a powerful weapon literally. Though this is a slightly concerning observation meaning when I’m in heat I could literally unconsciously summon anyone from a celebrity to a normal person all the way to a deity.

Edit: random though I asked all three to marry me.

A quite short wtf moment that happened at work.

I went in for my long shift at the pizzeria or arcade for young kids. I decided to throw on lipstick and for a while everything was normal and going well. Until one of my partners gripped my lip and smeared my lipstick!!!

The reason the title is as it is. They smeared it how you would do in a sexual way. Like god Ik I am a whore but you don’t gotta show everyone at my work. 😭😆

(Sorry I know that was extremely short buttttt fuck, ngl id totally stab them. we stab each other with love!)

Edit: I thought to mention this isn’t sexual harassment. I am a professional puppy sub who gave full ownership and control to my handlers whether submissive or dominant to me. So while I didn’t want it done there. They have full right to. Also tbf they probably only did that due to being at work.

Everyone seriously I was away from the children. Please no 😭😭😭 I just got a comment about that.

Alright, so I’m writing a story below about my own experiences, and this is meant to be a full warning to anyone, especially guys, who might think about summoning beings.

Here’s my story, a true warning.

For years, I’ve been summoning all kinds of beings demons, Leviathans, and much more. But here’s the thing to keep in mind: I deal with both partnerships and summons. Summons are more of a one-time deal. They might show up for a bit and then leave. But partnerships. what I used to call ‘Tames’—are different. These beings choose to bind themselves with slave rings, which makes them loyal to me and my partners until death.

It all started with Ivan, who’s a Leviathan. Honestly, there’s not much to worry about with him… unless he decides to lay eggs inside me, which, surprisingly, I’ve actually offered a few times.

Then I got into summoning other demons. A few notable ones include a demon warlord (can’t remember his name), Kie the Incubus, and others. But here’s where things started to get tricky. I didn’t really connect the dots at first about the possibility of pregnancy. Then the real issue hit me: I’ve summoned at least 100,000 succubi and other female beings over time.

On top of that, I’ve spoken with a few female deities, and some of them decided to sleep with me too.

So now, I have no idea how many kids I might have out there. The point of this story? If you’re a guy getting involved in summoning, wear a condom or at least use a spell to stop sperm from moving while letting everything else work as usual. Trust me, it’s something you’ll want to keep in mind.

Edit: I did recently panic finding out Lady D stuck around and didn’t leave. She’s not even technically a partnership I don’t believe or at least that I remember . Though all three of her daughters are partnerships though. Scary ladies 😭😆

I didn’t do much editing to this one but most operations are kept to a minimum exposed but feel free to ask questions or anything.

Today’s topic I’ll be discussing binding spells and love spells. How they correspond with one another and the different variants of each. Please feel free to correct or add onto this information. It’s encouraged!

Before I even start please no one take one’s freewill away.

Binding Spells, what are they?

Yes what are they? A Binding spell is a spell that binding someone to an idea either by forceful intent or consent.

Binding spells can be placed on numerous things and being. Whether or not do it on things other than human is a weird topic I’ve never delved into.

Though as for humans. This can stop them from harming others, taking certain drugs, not going somewhere anything along those lines or even to do something.

A few notes to this one. I recommend being careful with these the intention and power behind it can create something truly unique and somewhat terrifying.

What is a love spells?

Most everyone here when discussing love spells instantly goes to a spell that takes someone’s right and forces them to love another or something. While yes this is one type. This simple idea removes possibility for others to explore other love spells equally.

Common idea (non consensual)

A non consensual love spell is due to most likely end bad. These spells as everyone knows forces the target to love a person or item they didn’t already or didn’t enough. Without consent the lash back or outcome of this spell will drastic effects due to negative intent unless it’s one of those very very rare times like someone lost all their memories maybe idek with that one. 😭😭😭

Consensual love spells

These are powerful and beautiful but require deep specifications and everyone must agree.

In my circumstances my poly we have a binding spell that enforces our idea of devotion or death on top of letting our love and obsession for each growth naturally but enhanced growth.

So while it doesn’t add anything not there it allows for what’s there to grow deeper easier

This one I recommend being careful but not to completely avoid it takes caution and understanding to properly set this up.

Self love spell

This one is more cheesy but some of you may enjoy it. Replicating the feeling of getting drunk or high through a spell mixed with your overwhelming love for someone in it. So image a drunkenness directed towards feeling of love and enjoyment.

I nearly forget to add what I mentioned above about my poly is how they correspond and work together. In relationships if they agree then it works.

Hey so real odd question but why do people see being a husky personality person such as what I’ll call a kemonomimi.

So for some back story. I was always raised around breeding dogs and when I was extremely young I went through trauma that then in return left me with a shattered personality. The host having little of it originally. We ended adopting personalities from many different deities into one with a husky personality.

So with this all it stacked up to many things such as having handlers, wearing collars most my older teen years and still now.

I had my family due to religious beliefs shun me even though within trying to raise a god believing person doing his teaching.

They raised the complete opposite from a god believing person but in return someone taking the moral standpoints and doing them deeply sophisticated and transforming for the world.

Then I also had to deal with my school calling the police on my main handler. Assuming my younger handler was trying to traffic me. Without even investigating into it.

I ended up being banned from wearing the collar to school for other students discussing and causing problems. Instead of school focusing on calling them down with maybe our counsellor and explaining the issue with them. Asking them not talk or be more quiet while explaining the understanding I’ve explained within their guidelines. So it’s not something forbidden and truly addressed in an accepting diverse community.

Seriously though why do people do these things? Why is it such a bad thing being a kemonomimi? Mainly when my whole life since I can remember my one and only goal was to get a good handler and be the best I could for them.

I’m getting these in photo frames and hanging them on my wall

Hello, I recently made a post that I was tired and high and didn't really make a detailed you know post. Today I looked to bring you a detailed analyst and observations of fast track evolution. 

I began fast, tracked to evolution about five years back. This was a process to not only heal my body, but enhance it. 

What is fast tracked evolution?

I’m guessing we all know the process called evolution. A process that takes hundreds of millions if not billions of years. Through many generations. 

Now, how does this relate to my fast tracked evolution? Fast tracked evolution is a process in which a person or power influences a specific growth pattern, matching evolutionary changes, but within grand spectacles.  

How does fast tracked evolution specifically work? 

Within my own experience, I found a grand power beyond human comprehension. Something that at first I didn’t have full belief in or it was an unconscious untrusting due to my background. Leading me to explore options that are normally seen as fantasy even in these contexts. 

It wasn’t originally about being right or wrong. It was just about having fun and figuring new things out. Eventually, the prospect of experimenting with these powers ended up with me, actually utilizing them on my own body instead of others. Such as mine came out to be the most scientifically enhanced and accurate change possible.

Just as an evolution as an entity's body, bones and muscles all change in development. This is the exact same for me.

One thing to remember, there is no growth without suffering. 

Evolutionary processes 

The evolutionary process included Wing structures growing in my back non-mature feathers growing non-mature. And this was all the start of my graphs, such as my spinal cord started lengthening and strengthening. This felt like knives and popping sensations going in my back.  Along with tingling and extremely sharp pains.

This was the longest area of growth. It felt like my whole body was rebuilding itself from each individual fiber when I stood when I walked. Everything was excruciatingly painful. Eventually, this ended about before my arms changed.

No, for reference this was just about three years later from when my spinal cord began. It randomly popped one day and my entire body felt completely different; it felt younger or enhanced.

I was extremely high. As I took a break from marijuana for about 4 to 6 months. I decided to hop back on it and take edibles. I ended up getting so high that I ended up puking everything out of my system, and then when I laid down my arms, snapped off of my body, and I could taste the blood and feel blood all throughout my body. And I will fully admit I was honestly  scared at this moment. 

I think that being high specifically made it more scary because I had more of an emotional reaction to it, and even though I was quite used to very intense growth going on, this was probably one of the most intense it’s ever happened to me. 

After that experience, it came about that my knees disappeared specifically, my kneecaps got replaced by tendons and then slowly regrow into a more powerful and stable kneecap on both sides. My walking for a little bit was painful and unstable. The instability lasted longer than the uncomfortableness. 

I also had my ribs begin to fuse and my rib cage extended upwards. I think this part was quite painful. I was high so it managed the pain quite well. 

Currently, I have realized I am developing a coat of lift on my wings. As they are maturing and getting all the proper additions to utilize them, such as neural pathways attachments onto the scapula and sternum. I learned I can glide my arm after my wing muscles activated at least partially.

How of these all relate 

As you saw in that final paragraph, I mentioned connections and Neuro pathways. This is a really important part of the entire growth process such as the body modifications. If you look at proper evolutionary changes for wings and humans you would have to have such as stronger ribs and bones.  With extended muscles in the neck and upper body. 

As the body produces the wings, the wing muscles will have to attach the scapula and places around such. These have to be strong enough to withstand the pressure to fly. 

Thank you for reading this paper. If you wanna need clarifications or have any questions, please feel free to ask.

Edit: My psychiatrist has stated that I am not crazy in a mental way and my general doctor has been made aware but has not made any deeper comments.