Mantikora

joined 2 months ago
 

cross-posted from: https://hexbear.net/post/3765355

Harsh winter is coming, if you can, please help.

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[–] [email protected] 2 points 3 weeks ago (1 children)

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I don't know how to comfort you, this is beyond scary. And thank you for replying, it means a lot to get in touch with people who think and feel like I do. It's a small comfort in all of this, but still is.

[–] [email protected] 2 points 3 weeks ago

Do you have anyone you could talk to or know a local group that also cares about this like you do? They might be organizing protests or vigils.

I probably do, but knowing myself, I wouldn't be long in the group because I am kind of a loner. I chat a lot with people from other countries who are donating religiously like me, but we're all in sort of despair.

I mean, this really needs to stop. We are all affected by this. Fascism is raging and this needs to stop.

If I wasn't on lexapro, I would probably be in a hospital. This way I am able to function. People usually say they can't cry on lexapro. Well, go and watch online genocide and I guarantee you will cry your heart out. I've cried so much.

I really can't stand the fact that those people don't eat, don't sleep and have to see butchered loved ones every single day. The horrors they're facing every single day. Why is that allowed? Why our voices don't mean anything? Why their suffering doesn't matter shit to stupid governments? How is this possible?!

[–] [email protected] 2 points 3 weeks ago (3 children)

I do think that we all deserve a distraction sometimes and taking a break from reading the news sometimes can actually help us gain strength to fight harder (depends on the person I suppose).

I manage to distract myself, but it doesn't last. The thing is, I've connected to those two young people from Gaza and this became personal to me. It's not just "people are being genocided", it's "my friends are going through hell". I wonder how families abroad who have someone in Gaza feel if I am fucked up like this. But I've met Palestinians, they're incredibly patient and resilient and noble... They endure pain like it's natural to them and in a way it is, they're experiencing it for generations now. Jesus, it's all so fucked up...

[–] [email protected] 2 points 3 weeks ago

Only my mother and my husband, but my husband is seeing me in this state is also afraid for me sometimes. People around me just don't care. My country sucks when empathy to non-white people concerns. Just yesterday my hairdresser said nonchalantly "oh, you still preoccupy with that". Yeah...

 

I know that everyone who follows this carnage in Gaza and wider is fucked up. I see it. So if you want to comfort me by saying I'm not alone, it won't work.

I can't take it anymore. I'm avoiding my shrink because she will gaslight me that I am doing this to myself alone. She'll tell me not to follow the news, not to interact with people online about this and such stuff. I never found the words to defend my support to Gaza to her. I won't stop watching. It's the least I can do. I don't want to turn my head and continue with my life. I don't understand how doesn't she get that. And I don't understand how people can not think about what's happening in Gaza.

Yeah, genocide is making me devastated and depressed and the only way I can feel better is if someone could end this carnage in the Middle East. But even after that, it's impossible to just forget and be happy like nothing happened. I will always carry this scar, I feel.

I also feel selfish for writing this. Because Gazans are the ones who suffer, I'm just depressed from what's happening to them, what are scum doing to them. I feel guilt for eating, for taking a cab to work, for buying skincare... I'm spending so much money on donations and even the fact I'm doing something to those people doesn't comfort me.

I'm trying to avoid the news. I just follow Gaza Now and watching what is fucking Pissrael doing to Gaza and wider. I can watch disfigured kids, but I can't read news, even from leftist outlets because I am sick and tired of talking and this is not ending. Just talk talk talk.

First thing I do when I wake up is checking if my friends from Gaza were online. That's indication if they're still alive. If they weren't online, my heart will sink until someone from them sends me a message and while I'm waiting, I'm trying to find out what happened.

I can't take it anymore. I'm constantly thinking about them and how the hell are they surviving this. My heart literally bleeds together with theirs. I want this to fucking end and I want my friends to live. I want their sufferings to finally end.

I hate everyone, I'm scared what's waiting for us and I can't believe that we're witnessing this.

I'm on 20mg of lexapro and it helps. But I am nevertheless so fucking depressed. Where's this planet going? Why did it have to be this way?

I'll die. I will literally die from sadnesses and hopelessness.

USA and Israel and all of your fucking allies, FUCK YOU. I hope something really bad will happen to you. You've destroyed all of our lives, but above everything, you genocide people in front of our eyes. Fuck you to hell, fucking monsters.

[–] [email protected] 10 points 1 month ago (1 children)

Well, I guess it's a prototype. Also guessing they'll soon start murdering people like this. Beautiful world we live in.

[–] [email protected] 9 points 1 month ago

Yesterday I was on live transmission with my Gazans, celebrating the fireworks with them. Then I played "Oh, happy day" by The Edwin Hawkins Singers. I screamed of happiness on possiblity that Yoav Gallant is dead.

Celebration stopped this morning when my Gazans told me IOF killed 50 people last night in ruthless constant bombing. I have a footage of the aftermath of the attack on one family house.

Those penisless farts couldn't do anything to Iran, so they revenged on civilians. Who are starved, traumatized, cold... My hate towards Zionists grows stronger with each day. My hobby is to find them on telegram groups and pour my hate on them. Yoav Eliasi, the right wing Israhelli rapper bragged to me how he killed 20 Palestinians and how he will kill me. They are so sick and despicable, I'm constantly sick and want to vomit. And with their cockless trolling, they're enraging Muslims to the point that most of them actually talk as Zios do. They started to say bullshit like "Hitler was right". This is beyond fucked up and it's all Biden's fault. By Biden I mean him and his whole satanic administration.

 
[–] [email protected] 1 points 1 month ago

My cats went from indoor-outdoor to indoor only. They were fucked up for 6 months and I was fucked up because they were fucked up. Depression kitties, depressed cat lady.

[–] [email protected] 7 points 1 month ago

Pukes of my country and my neighbor country, which survived a brutal war, SUSTAINED. Fucking little NATO bitches. One day NATO will they their coast for wars, two one of the most beautiful coasts in the world and I say fuck you, traitors, you deserved it. removed.

[–] [email protected] 5 points 1 month ago

Something like that. I bet all those Hollywood brainwashed NPCs think this is funny, like they're watching an action movie. I'm afraid to read comments on the mainstream outlets because I will probably vomit.

[–] [email protected] 14 points 2 months ago

This is awesome and exact representation of Trump and Harris, lol. Or Abrahamic religions for that matter. I'm downloading this for my whapp status for my sweet removed dumbfuck latent fascist colleagues. ❀️

[–] [email protected] 1 points 2 months ago

If you see rule #3 of this community, it mentions that support question should be posted at /c/lemmy_[email protected].

Goddamnit, me and my understanding of English sometimes. πŸ€¦πŸ»β€β™€οΈ And I was wondering what was the support rule about and of course, my stupid brain translated it like a psychological support or similar. πŸ€¦πŸ»β€β™€οΈπŸ€¦πŸ»β€β™€οΈπŸ€¦πŸ»β€β™€οΈπŸ˜…

Sorry, this was a brain fart, wasn't intentional breaking the rule.

Search depends on what you would like to find: from the web ui, you have to select the type (comments, users, posts), then choose the scope (all, local, subscribed), then choose the sort type (top all time, controversial, new, old, etc).

Now that you were kind to answer πŸ˜…, no, I meant on search inside some sub. I wanted to search inside this sub how are users of Lemmy called. Or for example, if I go to news and I want to search posts about specific news.

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submitted 2 months ago* (last edited 2 months ago) by [email protected] to c/[email protected]
 

Sorry, I am too lazy to search myself.

Also, how do you search inside the... community? (How is sub called here? 🫒)

Since I don't know how to search inside asklemmy, I have to ask, πŸ˜… how are users of Lemmy called? Can someone post a link where it's originally asked, please?

Additional question: when we edit our posts or comments, like adding something, do we put "Edit" before the edit, like on the platform that rhymes with edit?

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